Looking for a New Doctor

Why is it so hard to find a good doctor? Maybe I expect too much from my doctor. All I really want is someone who cares about me and is willing to understand that I'm human and can't be perfect all the time. I also would like someone who is respectful and doesn't think they're so much better than me. Sorry for the rant. I sometimes wish I could just forget about my diabetes for one day. But unfortunately that's not an option.